Showing posts with label democratic primaries. Show all posts
Showing posts with label democratic primaries. Show all posts

Monday, May 19, 2008

sweet tea

when i heard about barack using the 'derogatory' term "sweetie" to a news reporter i knew that some women and self-proclaimed feminists would go APE shit over it ...

yawn.

WHO GIVES A FUCK??

personally, i use the word about 12,000 times a day ... granted i am often addressing kids but sometimes it is directed to my fellow women friends and colleagues ...

am i out of line? am i sexist? maybe huh

well i just had to record my disgust with some of these broads who are blogging and talking on TV shows about the sexism in "sweetie" ... i saw the video clip ...

it aint hard to tell ......

Monday, April 28, 2008

post-pennsylvanianism

i'm not afraid to admit it ... i was wrong. wrong, wrong about PA. i am just on this new new shit ... the love shit ... the thinking positive shit ...

it's funny cuz america sure is testing me ... especially with the post-pennsy tenor of this democratic primary ... the post-PA syndrome now has barack obama on the ropes ... and the media, with their power to frame the terms of the debate, is questioning obama's general electability ...

there's already a good blog on that.

cuz my blog is not here to prove whether it is happening or not - it is.

so, it didn't hurt me to think positive. my ego don't hurt and it aint even bruised. but, since PA, part of me is tempted to wash my hands. throw in the towel. and say fuck it and fuck you america. cuz america is showing it's ass again.

america is answering the question people loved asking at the start of this presidential race: IS AMERIKKKA READY FOR A BLACK PRESIDENT?

i refused then and i refuse now to answer this question. cuz i don't want what i say to come true. you can guess. i will only publicly state that i believe it could happen and only amerikkka can show us.

and she already showing signs of hesitation ... aint she? don't you just love this fucking country?

since PA the media has created a new narrative for obama ... how will he win white working class voters? or white rural centrists? or white evangelical factory managers? or white people who scratch their butt after a beer at the local bar? or white people, white people, white people ...

are those white people ready for a black president?

i am going to think positive. i am going to think ... you never know. i am not going to deny that there are bigots ... i am just praying and believing ... and in the meantime i'm calling out the media and any people who i think are a lil ... hard to love.

i must admit though while i won't admit defeat and capitulation to the bigots of america ... i am not so interested in this race anymore. i don't watch msnbc like i used to. fuck them :) i don't watch cnn. i don't watch no morning shows. i barely read the blogs anymore ... america is back to boring me with their racism.

cuz i already know that barack obama could win the general election. but in a post-pennsylvania world ... he now has to get there first.

Monday, April 21, 2008

what is wrong with white male voters?

the alternative title is: what is wrong with pat buchanan?

as i sit by my TV ... pat buchanan asks the question: what is wrong with barack obama (if he fails to win white male voters in PA)? WOW ... on so many levels i rush to express 14 different thoughts at once ...

let me start with the love struggle. when pat buchanan poses questions like these on NATIONAL television i want to rip his heart out - thereby voiding all opportunities to love pat because well, he would be a dead and heartless body lying on the floor. at which point i would buy a tee shirt saying I HEART PAT BUCHANAN. that would be easy. but how to love him while his ole ass is still alive???

sigh. i'm digging deep for compassion and here it goes: pat buchanan is simply a product of his environment and family and life experiences. he views the entire world through his own tailor-made-white-man-lens. he lives in his own dream. he is a husband and father ... probably a grandfather. he breathes just like me. he cries (i know he does!) just like me. he gets scared, nervous, and proud ... just like me.


sigh.

i guess i'm really mad that he has so much POWER. the kind of power where you can say your personal opinion and it gets carried into every home in america by msnbc airwaves ... the kind of power where you can say what you think and if it's controversial enough ... bbc, cspan, cnn, and the ny times will call your assistant to schedule an interview.

the power of posing the question.

it is real. it is very strong. it is why the media has so much POWER. even if the question is illegitimate i.e. is the bell curve book right - do black people genetically have a lower intellect? or what is wrong with barack obama (if he doesn't win white male voters in PA)? or do you love america more than your pastor reverend wright?

the power of posing the question ... is the power to frame the argument. it is the power to set the terms of the debate.

it would never occur to pat to pose the reverse question ... he makes an automatic assumption that the person who is wrong ... is barack. sure, candidates must win voters and not the other way around. ok. so?

why won't white males vote for obama? is there something obama must do or should we take a closer look at the voter? or maybe the question could have been: why isn't barack obama winning that contingency? is something wrong with those white men if they don't vote for him? why does anybody have to be WRONG? maybe there's a more nuanced and smart analysis of the situation.

but instead pat, in his infinite wisdom, suggests ... there is something ... WRONG - with barack obama.

nothing is wrong. not with barack. and not with white male voters. i'm tempted to say the only one wrong is PAT BUCHANAN ... but that would not be very loving ...

sigh. i am so tired of old racists who never step out of their old black, laced up shoes ... i am so tired of these white men who have the power to pose the question ... even as a black man marches towards the presidential nomination ...

i only hope ... the Lord's plan is to show america to itself and others ... to make us bleed so bad with this emotional poison ... that we are eventually purged, cleansed and purified in the fire ... but pat buchanan will never read this (cuz uh nobody reads this right now) ...

or will he? at this point (now having purged my own poision) ... i simply pray.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

debatable debacle

i have pasted below my favorite review of last night's 'presidential' debate. yeah, it was retarded and whether it was in fact a 'debate' is debatable. all these other bloggers are saying what i could say so i won't say it.

but what i haven't read anywhere is my racialized take on this 'debate' ... maybe cuz i'm blackety black black BLACK ... and crazy ... but ummm last night's 'prezidential debate' reminded me of what it's like to go to an all-white college and be the only black student in the class ... even if the prof is black or hindi or whatever ... many times THE black student has to prove why they are in the classroom ... your papers gotta be tighter, your analysis sharper, your questions more relevant, and grammar and diction clearly enunciated ... (at least if you buy into that bullshit)

... barack obama got dished with retarded ass questions (no offense to mentally disabled people - i am not talking about you) about how much his pastor LOVES america, and the weather underground ... because ... he is the only black kid in the class.

not that we mind! we used to it. and barack is the best at it.

here's what glenn greenwald had to say at salon.com ... and he provides links to other commentaries on last nite's debacle ... love yourself by informing yourself:

http://www.salon.com/opinion/greenwald/2008/04/17/debate/

jon stewart says it best

some favorite lines: 'changing the fundamentals of arithmetic' & 'the bigot swing vote'



Monday, April 14, 2008

strange trees bear bitter fruit

i am not a superdelegate.

i do not have a cable news show ... yet.

and america is the strange tree by the way.

but in my parent's living room in early, early april i declared that barack obama would win pennsylvania.

i got grandparents in KOP (king of prussia, PA) which is the home to the 2nd biggest mall in america. i used to live in philly ... does that make me an expert? well, what makes any of these pundits experts? i just got a gut feeling cuz what i know is that pennsy is not ohio ... thank God.

i got a gut feeling in the middle of hardball with chris matthews ... that obama would win PA.

who knows where it came from? but if i've learned anything after too many years of formal education it is that ... you must trust your gut.

and then the bitter battle blew up. and i thought: God works in mysterious ways.

cuz at first (on mid-Friday of april 11th) it seemed as if this bitter bullshit was gonna bite bam bam in the butt and cost him votes all throughout blue-collar america.

but it has not. my points below are going from least intelligent to most intelligent. the first point is the most obvious and the least profound and it kinda builds from there ... it's also going in order of the way people think ... people think about sensationalism first, and truth last ...

first off, clinton and mccain's "elitist" attacks are blowing up in their faces. ery body in blog-o-ville is already saying what most of america knows - they (mccain and clinton) are the elites of the elites! and it has also been revealed that senator hills' own husband made similar remarks to obama's.

second, obama was right. nuff said.

third, 2008 is not 1998 and it really aint 1984 (geraldine!). hillary clinton has been in a time warp throughout this entire campaign. she thinks red states are still red ... she thinks women can't appear human ... she thinks she has to pander ... she thinks she has to 'play the game' ... i don't uh blame her but i call a spade a spade - she's misreading the american landscape of TODAY, 2008 ... and now, she assumes that she can take the sexy words out of obama's mouth and stuff them down america's throat as if it was the total truth.

hillary clinton is having GOP flashbacks ... she's acting as if she is in a 1990's campaign. hillary thinks that the tactics republicans used so successfully against gore and so on will work against her own democratic rival. what she doesn't recognize is that obama is too smart and has elevated the conversational bar too high for that.

she's acting like the american people are not fed up with the iraq war - both parties ... she's acting like george w. bush gave idiocy, soundbites, and the republican party a good name ... i think g-dub innoculated america from nepotism ... america is now (post-9/11 and post-george w. bush) ready for some substance, real experience, and a whole lotta hope ...

fourth, the words are out of context (surprise surprise). never mind that obama said many words before and after the bitter quote ... i got a more balanced account of what was said and how it was said from someone else who was there (click this link to read it for yourself here : http:// www.huffingtonpost.com/david-coleman/ i-was-there-what-obama-re_b_96553.html).

turns out obama also talked about urban, large-city people in the same manner. what strikes me as HILLARIOUS is that mayhill fowler, who broke this story on huffingtonpost.com, had NOTHING to say about obama's critique of low-income city dwellers. i think it reveals fowler's own personal issues - like the fact that she is preoccupied with how SHE experiences america and this campaign - as evidenced in her other blogs. it also shows a lack of balanced journalism. sure, you can say obama said bitter this and bitter that ... but to be 'fair' and that is what journalism 'strives' to do she should also have said that obama did have comments about urban blight.

i'd love to see THOSE quotes - about how ghetto folk are self-destructive - thrown about on cnn, politico.com and the ny times in equal measure. but that would be too much like ... wright, right? that would mean that all the white newcasters would have to think about people who don't effect them ... they would have to stop worrying about how blue collar (code for WHITE) small town residents will be offended by obama. the majority-white media is stuck on these quotes because they feel that obama is talking about their FAMILY. they are also stuck in the same campaign paradigm as hillary which is so 2004. you know that pol talk i heard on meet the press this sunday: the democractic party always fails to reach the centrist southerner, the mid west miner ........ they are not so concerned about obama's prescriptions and sociological analysis of the majority of colored people who live in urban areas.

well, i'm still calling it. obama gonna take PA. both clinton and bam bam gave a speech in pennsy this morning of april 14th and both referenced obama's 'bitter' remarks. bam bam was met with applause and cheers. clinton got BOO-ed.

pennsylvania can smell bullshit a mile away. which is why my prediction will come true. oh, yes, it can.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

the arrogance de-coded: get back to the back of the bus, darky

ya know ... i been reading articles from 'real' newspapers/magazines as well as less fancy blogs which are claiming that my main man, bam bam, is ... arrogant ... he is too self confident ... he jokingly compared himself to God in an off the cuff convo with morgan freeman ... ooooooooh we should tell his mama .... and he had the nerve to insinuate that ......... DRUMFUCKINGROLL ... he might be the next president of the united states of assholes ... sorry, i am sometimes guilty of being an asshole just like all of you ... we all have our moments ... and i am more often guilty of hating on america (i could never be an obama aide or sit next to him at church) ...

my translation: arrogance is doublespeak for ... "that black man is way too comfortable in his own skin and i have never encountered anything like that in my life and it's making me feel funny in my tummy" ...

many will refute, many will deny, many will decry ... first of all, i don't have to provide any links to the other articles cuz i am not a 'real' journalist, i have no budget, i report to no one but the Lord, and i don't get paid to write the truth as i see it! maybe i'm bitter about that ... but maybe these are the perks ... i also don't have to provide no psuedo- or otherwise scientific evidence for my anthro-psycho analysis ...

understand too ... that i am referring to any person who makes these claims bout bam bam - be they black, white or whatever ... you can be a colored person and still be racist ...

i have never for one moment had a feeling that obama was arrogant ... it's so retarded it's laughable except the claim is getting too much play in the public sphere ... i find bam bam QUIET, thoughtful, deliberate, and humble ... yes, yes, yes, he is confident ... but you had better be if you are a black man living in hawaii, indonesia, or the south side of chicago ... you had better be fucking confident if you are running for president ...

people simply have a problem with confident, unapologetic black men (and women - and i speak from experience here!) people simply are disturbed by a black man who is so sure of where he fits in this world ... people see so many black men asking for permission, or pandering to whitey, or acting violent to get some love ... even many young black students i work with ... don't know what it means to be black and entitled in white america ... even some black people i went to college with were not comfortable in white classrooms ...

a foreign-for-black-people-sense of entitlement is probably what these people are confusing with arrogance ... YES finally a black man is on national TV ery day and claims he is entitled to the presidential nomination and the entire fucking job - just cuz he is a human competing in the same prezidential contest as other humans — bold isn’t it? ... yes, obama feels as do I and a handful of other colored people that we were BORN ENTITLED to a life of dignity, respect, and unlimited possibilities ... we (and i sure will speak for bam bam cuz it's that simple a statement i doubt he would refute it) also feel we are ENTITLED to inalienable human rights: freedom of speech, freedom of worship, freedom of self-identity, freedom to bear arms etc. etc.

it’s not the kind of entitlement where you are born with a silver spoon in your mouth and think silver poop comes out the other end ... it is simply a belief in your own validity as a person because you know you are a human just like anyone else ... a.k.a. confidence.

... and if we all pause for a moment and take stock of what is on our inner shelves ... we will know that this arrogance bullshit is code for the shock of seeing a black man comfortable with POWER ...

empower yourselves ... by freeing yourselves from these old ass limitations ... for those who are in shock that black men can be so at ease with who they are and their ascent to greatness ... and for those who are in shock that such a power lies within us all ...

i mean, get used to it cuz this darky aint movin ... and the only place bam bam movin is ... into the WHITE house.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

tastes great/less filling: we could all be wright

i read about 53 1/2 blogs a day. all about the u.s. democratic primary. i kinda skip mccain and nader blogs ... just not as riveting to me. i am admittedly obssessed and addicted to this 2008 political contest.

i even read pro-clinton blogs cuz i like to see how those human beings think and process info.

well there are a few nagging loose ends about rev wright that i think are dangling ... and obscuring clear vision ... the way a loose strand of hair gets in the faces of people who have straight hair or stray hairs ... but anyway

1) rev wright's sermons should not be discussed by anyone who has not seen the entire sermon -- i have heard some say that context is an 'excuse' used by pro-obama supporters. but context is neither partisan nor does it convey preferential treatment. it merely is. it is intellectually lazy to divorce speech (or anything else) from its context. however, language in particular cannot be taken out of context. it is ALWAYS context that defines the language in play (i challenge you to do your own research). take the example of the word "that". which "that" is she talking about? that 'that' or the other 'that'. well, maybe i'm talking about that one over there (don't get me started on there). over where? oh, you mean the person to whom i am speaking would have to be standing right next to me to understand what i mean by that? and this is not some indirect advocacy for bill clinton's is 'is' redefinitions. this is based on linguistic study i did once upon a time at grad school that i never imagined would have any real life impact on the real world. but 'that' and 'this' cannot be taken out of context.

well, before we get to the specific words rev wright issued let's try a less vague example. for all of you who are hard to persuade. let's take the word 'brother.' i would use nigga but that's very controversial ... so when a black man calls another black man whom he is not related to 'brother,' does it mean brother in the sibling sense? perhaps you would have to know the context of the situation: how are the two men connected to each other? in my hypothetical example they do not share any blood as it turns out. so here we see if we audio or videotaped their convo - splicing the word brother - we might assume ... that they did share at least one parent. never mind that the way in which 'brother' is defined here arises from the context of a specific black experience.

does the same word have the same meaning in a different context? let's say a white man comes in a restaurant that uh sells cheese and he approaches a black male salesperson by saying "hey, hook it up brudda" (and the white man puts extra emphasis on the 'dd' as opposed to the 'th' and he is sure to leave off the -er). how does the white man mean 'brother'? and how does his audience (of one) interpret the 'brother' claim? is the context important? what happens when the black cheese-seller then punches the white man in the face? can we conclude the black man took this form of 'brudda' as an insult? and what happens when the white man acts perplexed as to why a black man would take this as an insult? perhaps, yes, just perhaps (for all you doubters) context might inform the explanation of this situation. perhaps.

now, let's get to the actual beef. the soundbites of rev wright's sermon cannot stand alone. and i think the media is negligent in reporting on statements taken out of context. if we take statements away from their parent-statements, if you will, then all we are doing is using those words to be understood as we intend; not attempting to understand them as the speaker intended. we can take words out of context to convey ANY meaning we like. but then we cannot call that communication we must call it ... propaganda. you are using de-contextualized words to promote your own interpretation or agenda.

if rev wright had made a brief three-word proclamation such as, "God damn america." then he would have to be held accountable to that three-word statement. context would still have a very important role but there could be no waffling on what he meant by those words. rev wright's actual sermon references pacifism and the words of a white U.S. Ambassador who used malcolm x's famous phrase "the chickens have come home to roost."

now, i am happy to get into a debate with ANYONE who has listened to the ENTIRE sermon. that's fine ... i think we would end up disagreeing about foreign policy and not race.

2) rev wright aint spit no hate speech -- i am troubled by the majority of people who now quick-term rev wright's soundbites as 'hate speech.' again, if you've only heard the soundbites you might jump to that conclusion. but you'd be jumping not deducing with your intelligence. but all of that aside, even the soundbites alone do not point to HATE. they point to critique. and they also point to a very different perspective on america than we see in popular media and culture - what obama in his race speech termed distorted. i would not use the term distorted for rev wright because that lays a negative value on it. i don't think his perspective is any more negative than blind patriotism. they are just different. an analogy i like to use is the half empty/half full perspective. a blind patriot might see the glass (of america) half full. and rev wright definitely sees it half empty. obama's speech attempted to provide the context for rev wright's half empty perspective. rev wright views the black experience in america from the bottom up; from the position of the poorest of the poor; from the disenfranchised; as a recipient of the very worst legacies of america's history.

one could disagree with that perspective but should one totally discount it? and when we categorize this as hate speech are we missing half of the dialogue on race? rev wright referenced the notion that america gave black people AIDS ... is that hate? no. did he say i hate america for giving us AIDS? no. did he say i want to kill all white people because they caused 9/11? no. did rev wright accuse white people of certain things that may or may not be true? yes. is that hate? no.

when rev wright's words are reduced ... and reduction is the key process ... to hate speech they are very easily discarded and dismissed. the words become detached from real human meaning - whether you agree with the meaning or not. when rev wright's words are reduced to hate speech there can be no foundation for commonality and compassion and no path towards GREATER UNDERSTANDING; because by then the words have been simplified into pure hate: words easily tossed in the trash, picked off a sweater like lint, reduced like a sauce until they are just burnt up remnants on a frying pan. if those in the media and public sphere continue to mitigate rev wright's words to a little hate-filled corner we will continue to hate each other.

closing remarks:
i suggest that mainstream america is so unused to scathing criticism (since the loss of malcolm x) two things happen: 1) people percieve rev wright's words as hate speech, and 2) disconnection from those who are most critical about america and her history -- the disenfranchised -- deepens.

do i discount this perception on the part of the bloggers, the pundits, hillary clinton, joan walsh, pat buchanan, and even many people of color?

i am REALLY REALLY trying not to: that's why i wrote this blog. i do not want to discount the visceral reaction that likely 50-60% of america had to rev wright's soundbites ... because i understand what it's like to have a different perception of reality ... i understand what it's like to be discounted because i see things in a way you've never even conceived of.

i can only join the voices of those white and brown, yellow, and black alike (in the minority) who are calling on americans and the media to be their best selves ... to stop being intellectually lazy, and to start looking at why they are so hurt by the small number of words uttered by rev wright.

let LOVE rule!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

amerika showin its ass

when amerikkka brings its hate ... it brings out the hate in me ... i'm trying to love but all i see is ass crack:

it's funny but i think the dnc is so white girl ... it's just like a white girl to make up the rules of the game and then try to change them when they ain't going her way ... or white boy for that matter.

and to try to change the rules based on some pseudo-intellectual argument ... in a calm RATIONAL way they will try to get what they want based on REASON ... and if the logic doesn't pre-exist then they will use folklore, fear, common-law, de-facto logic to twist perspectives until they appear rational indeed ...

the media is legitimizing the HRC campaign's claim that they have a case for the democratic nominee spot cuz ... guess why ... they won some traditional 'blue' states ...

well, if that was the most important criteria for becoming the dem. nominee why isn't it in the dnc rules to begin with? cuz it's political spin speculation mumbo jumbo. although the analysts, pundits, and yahoos like to wax ad nauseaum about red states versus blue states it is only a political narrative not a physical reality. california really isn't blue motherfuckers!! it's highly mexican - no just kidding. but anyway my point is that hillary's case or argument is only as strong as the media and the superdelegates make it. i think that relying on red state versus blue state polling and projections is more of the same in-the-box politics that will keep us with the same political losers who contrive to win.

i also think the media is totally bolstering her claims by giving the idea so much air time and credibility ... the sentence usually starts off like this on msnbc or cnn: "i do think senator clinton is going to make a strong argument at the convention ..." it's only as strong as people make it.

red state/blue state paradigms are not written into the dnc rules because they are illusory, transient, and dynamic paradigms. hillary clinton is drawing on it's narrative power, it's de facto presence in political discussion, and it's cultural currency. she is not supporting her argument with any FACT. just like a white girl. i've already stated that the HRC machine can say what it wants and then say the total opposite or say something absurd and then look like a victim ... she is so brilliant at being evil. i can't wait till she is president.

furthermore the proof, the facts of this election to date, and the actual voting trends show that obama would be the only one to smash the red state/blue state paradigm (and change the whole playing field?). but ... they don't talk about that so much on the TV. maybe that would be too much REAL change.

i would also like to point out that the dnc is rigged for these loophole white girl/white boy sneak-around-the-system tactics ... the very presence of superdelegates is a counter-punch to the popular vote ... the old white boys of the seventies could never simply rely on the PEOPLE to determine a nominee ... they had to create party elites who somehow demonstrated some kind of infinite wisdom because they had held public office or worked the voter registration tables for many years ... elite thinkers of sound judgement such as, eliot spitzer. need i say more?

amerika gets what it deserves.

no, no, no - let me not succumb to my old hating-white-people ways ...

white people can you pull your pants up and step up to being a human being first?

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

ohio is the most racist state in the electorate

if i had a talk show that's what we'd be talking about. i'd get all kinds of victim-of-racism-experts to come on and talk about how the primary in ohio only reveals that it is the most racist state in the union.

i was really diggin white people until ohio. ohio reminds me of all the old school racists you know. and dumb fucks. you know people who don't know shit about shit except maybe their local bar and how hard it is to keep their job and their house. people who don't know where iraq is and couldn't give a fuck about what's going on there. people who are scared of what they don't know, never seen, and can't comprehend. i think there's a few black people in ohio like that too.

let's just give ohio to canada.