what it do

this blog do what it do.

which means ... whatever feels like coming through me is gon come through me.

ahhh but the source will always be love. you don't have to believe me - just watch me. of course, this is our first blog together, so you don't really trust me yet. i just had to state the premise: LOVE.

and why love? oh, ya know, it's this new new shit i'm on.

i want to testify to the universe about my journey towards LOVE.

not a journey towards a boyfriend or a husband, mind you. i have neither. the journey towards loving myself and being totally, completely happy - every day.

i am still on the journey. i am still healing myself. but i like to share. i will be sharing my innards and my struggle towards joy. i believe (along with Paulo Coehlo) that joy is a conquest. that happiness is a choice (along with my pastor Reverend Anthony Trufant). that God loves me and lives inside me. and that love is real.

real love ... is where i have no expectations of you, blog reader. a space where i am not trying to control you, your mind, or your thoughts. it is a place where i do not have to receive anything from you in return. that's real love.

it might seem that some of my blogs are not directly about love ... and that's cool with me. if it aint cool with you well, that's cool with me too. that's the beauty of love --- forgiveness & acceptance. and what little i know of love right now is that expressing who i am and following my dreams and passions is a reflection of how much i love myself.

i love myself enough to let my poems, my writings, my scribble scrabble, my random thoughts flow right out of me.

i have not mastered love and do not claim to be any kind of expert ... well, you'll see.